So it's been almost a week already! I have to say that I've been spending way too much time by myself. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE being kinda on my own! But I have that deep, wonderful longing for my friends. I miss seeing and hugging those people whom I know I can cry and laugh with and not worry about what they will think. I would list your names, but I'm sure I would leave out some, and you know who you are anyway.
On a lighter note, I'm starting to make more plans to go out to see people and possible job opportunities. By this evening, I think I will be done with the application process and ready to stop by places to ask about jobs. I'm actually a little nervous about it. Not the visiting part, but the not having work to do at home part. Filling out paperwork and online forms has been my life for the past month or so - I'm not sure what I will do when I finish, especially if I don't have a job yet. I think I've reached the point that I don't care what type of work I do as long as I do something. I was hoping to go to the movies when I finally get a job, but the ticket expires on the 16th...Well, at least I have a goal, haha.
This Sunday I'm planning on going to a young adults lunch thing! I don't know anyone there or if they will be friendly, but I'm hoping they will be. I would be excited if they are half as friendly as the young adults from CFC. I guess I'll see soon enough. Sometimes I wonder, what is it that makes some people more friendly than others? I can think back and remember some people who are so welcoming that you feel apart of their family, but others act like they don't have time for you.... I wonder how I can learn to be more friendly...
Anyway, if you've taken the time to read this, know that I'm missing you, and no, I haven't met a cowboy yet.
